Tuesday, December 15, 2009

One more, just...One more....

One more day... That's all I had to wait... She'll be back.. One more long day.... Elena asked me to come for her Malam Ria, but I was unsure if I could go.. I asked Elena to do me a favour.. Take her phone and ask my love to call me.. Elena couldn't send me what my love wanted to give me, so she read it out for me....

i love you...
i miss you so much...
don't think about me too much..
it will be over fast...
go do something to keep yourself occupied..
go play football...
don't forget to find a job...
don't be so sad...
don't sulk..

I knew, that was what she would say if she was with me before she left.... I wish I could tell her stuff too.. Especially that I will always love her no matter what.. Not because its what boyfriends are suppose to say.. but because I'm her lover and I'm being honest with her... Elena said maybe she can talk to me tonight, and night was what I waited for...

When night came, I waited... 7,8,9,10... at 10p.m, with fear that Elena might have already gone back, I called... I heard the voice I wanted to hear the most, but I wasn't sure..

"who is this??"
"Edna la!! I miss you!"

I was speechless, so happy, so excited, so, so, so.............. I could just say...
"HEY, its YOU!!!! I miss you"

She said what mattered the most to me... "i love you." She asked me to call her back.. I did after she texted me. She said she didn't know when I could call her... I told her I was sorry.. but didn't tell why, but she asked why... I said 'coz I didn't listen to you....

Later on I called again, this time only to hear Evelyn say that they were on the way home... I put down the phone as I whispered ''goodbye"

Why am I sorry? I didn't listen.. I thought about her always.. I didn't get a job.. I was sad.. I just hoped she don't get mad at me.. I've got so much to tell her, so much missing her that I wont let go when I get to hug her... I love you Edna.... I was glad to hear you're fine and having fun... Can't wait to see you,,, <3

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