It was midnight as I walked home from a friend's house. The road was so empty that I wished I had someone to walk with me, especially her. I glanced up to the sky. The beautiful moon, just like me, was alone, unaccompanied by any stars. It stood out as it was the only thing that was in the sky and was shining brightly.
The night of the camp came into my head as I recalled those beautiful moments I spent with her. I knew if anyone would have felt how she treats me, they would be green with jealousy because she's mine. I sat by the road, all alone, hoping she would be right there with me, to hold my hands with hers, filling the empty spaces between my fingers.
I only wished for one thing at that moment, that is, to be with her. I didn't think I wanted anything else besides that at that time. Waiting for her message, which would take three days, seemed like forever. Thoughts of her filled as I recalled how my life was beautifully transformed as I introduced myself to her on my Friendster. She was my first best friend that I had and she still is, except that we are much closer than we were. She pulled my up when I was down, gave me hope to carry on living this life. And now, she IS my life, and I don't think I could live without her.
I never felt so lonely and empty before this. Even the sight of her cute smile or the sound of her laughter would cheer me up. I miss everything about her; her smile, her kisses, her hugs, the smell of her hair, there is nothing that I dislike in her. She was totally perfect to me, and I don't care what people say. I don't want to let her go. I maybe young and act immature but I know that my feelings for her are real. Sometimes I even think I don't deserve to be loved by someone so perfect.
And so, Friday has passed, and I'm still all alone. The song "Empty" made me sad and filled my eyes with tears. I don't know when I'll see her again, but I hope it wont have to be too long for me to wait.
I raised my head and looked at the moon again...
I smiled despite having tears in my eyes...
I knew she would be looking at the same moon...
Thinking about me...
And missing me...
As much as I miss her...
Ilysm
By Alistair 2009 :) <3
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