I love you...
To be honest, I never thought of leaving you...ever...
All I know that day was that we were drifting apart..
And I didn't want us to remain the same way....
I was so excited when you agreed to come to Mac's house..
You were in pavillion..
Everyone kept asking me about you..
When you said you were at Daph's house...
I was excited...
"Edna's coming later!!!"
Only to read your sms...
"not nice to leave people's house early"
I thought you put your friends before me...
Everyone asked me some more...
"Where's Edna?"
I got annoyed..
I said..
"Don't care la, she's not coming. Let her be.."
"Don't care la, she's not coming. Let her be.."
Lana could see how upset I became..
She wanted to talk to you..
She memorised your number and called...
You were not coming...
I was drinking wine..
Just thought if I slept early this day could go away.....
The day before was bad enough..
And I thought it could end today..
It didn't..
Livy talked about you..
She hated girls who hurt people who loved them...
Who wouldn't?
She said..
If she keeps hurting you.. Leave her..
She could see I was hurt..
But you don't do that baby.....
I hurt you more than you did....
I switched my phone off when you sms me....
Livy scolded me....
I shouldn't hurt people coz' I was a nice guy...
I called you...
I heard your voice...
"hi"
It was beautiful...
I started to remember how we talked in camp...
Your first kiss on my cheek...
Our first kiss in camp..
Your happy smile everytime you see me..
My feeling of comfort everytime you hugged me...
The way you laugh when I tickle you...
Your 'after-smile' smile....
I wanted more..
I couldn't bear to live without you...
I wanted you..
I broke down on the phone...
"I love you"
"I'm sorry"
I kept repeating....
I wanted you to know that I meant it....
We were Okay after that..
Glad we are till now.. :)
I never thought of leaving you...
Until now you're still afraid I leave you...
I know what I'll miss if I do...
I love you... <3
